BIG Feelings

Today has been nothing but a day of 'BIG feelings'! I have so many emotions that are consuming me, but I don't have much of an outlet at this moment in life. This is something that many kids also struggle with, especially when they have so many uncertainties in their lives. As much as I'm worried about tomorrow and stressing about a few personal things - it is nothing compared to what all these kids are feeling. I had to remind myself of that today!

Tomorrow's the interview, and in my mind decision day. I know that I will still have the final walk through and paperwork, but I feel tomorrow decides if I will be taking those next steps. I'm doing a final clean and walk through but feeling not fully set in my home - maybe because I don't have everything the way I think it should be, or maybe because I won't know how the house should feel until a child is placed in my home.

Before and after

This is going to be the room! I have a crib in the garage to be set up, depending on the age of my first placement. I still have to change out my books for children books, rearrange some pictures/decorations, and change my closets around but those will all get accomplished! For now I'm going to finish my peppermint tea, clean the kitchen, and try to relax.